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March 26, 2010

Things to do

Filed under: Family,My Life — thesuperwomenblog @ 6:36 am

Now that I am back on track toward the positive I am looking forward to planning out events and outings with my family and friends. I am looking forward to some quality time with my daughter and her dad. I am looking forward to time together with each of them. And most of all time with those that deal with me when the times are not that great. For they know when Camilla is in high spirits I am good to go 🙂
I won’t allow the worries and trials steal anymore time from me than it already has. Yesterday I officially put in for some much needed Vacation time in April. Today I will begin my list of “Things To Do”. From down time to getting things done! I am looking forward to all of it. Tired of feeling like the devil is on my shoulders. Time to place him where he belongs…under my feet.

God I pray that I continue to seek you for strength and that you Grace will see me through the hard times and your love for me will always remind me that you gave me life and by living life and sharing with others I am honoring you and showing my life you back.

I pray this in Jesus name


March 18, 2010

I Can See The Light At The End Of The Tunnel Once Again

Filed under: My Life — thesuperwomenblog @ 3:01 pm

I see the light at the end of the tunnel…it is truly time. I am finally coming from a place and space that nearly crushed my spirit completely. That kind of darkness so thick that you can even see your hands in front of you. But due to some very important people in my life I was able to come through. I believe God was speaking through them doing his best to regain my focus. I was in a space that only his voice alone would see me out of the dark into the light. But first I had to quiet all that was going on in my head and become still enough to hear his voice. So I had to remove myself from all people and things and begin all over again the process of depending on him. My spirit knew the right things to do but my flesh has been weak. Wanting and looking for things that in my heart I either knew was mine or I wasn’t yet ready to receive. I needed to rely on the Grace of God to get me through those things I had no control over. So I have been studying scripture and reading books on Grace. What it truly is and how to receive it. Let me say doing this as well as doing many other things are bringing me back to my Heavenly Father and allowing me to truly reflect on what Christ did for us when he died on the Cross. Oh how wonderful it is to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am not completely there yet but every step of the way Christ is with me. Than you Heavenly Father for given us your Son. Thank God for seeing the light again!

March 6, 2010

The Urgency

Filed under: My Life — thesuperwomenblog @ 3:00 am

I haven’t felt this way since I knew it was time to move out from by my mother. I felt an urgency to make it happen and like clockwork it did. Right now I am feeling the exact same urgency in regards to work. I feel the need to break free and begin to search for the thing the my heart and soul desires. Be in a healthy space with just enough stress to get you moving but not too much to make you pass out. I want an environment where I can do and be my best but feel like I have a secure not wavering backing. I don’t think it is a dream world but I have been way to passive in my approach. Now I need to step up and in the process as my Heavenly Father for not only his guidance but also his Grace. Now just like moving on from my mom I must move on from my place of employment. I only pray that like my journey of moving out on my own that God will line up every circumstance and unlock and may even lock some doors. I pray that I will not get discouraged and that I learn to speak positive in my life again and more of it. So this week I start my journey once again. I will listen for God and I PRAY that I can deal with his answers for me.


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